afadinghope

The smell of nostalgia makes you gag as you take those first morning breaths. No birds singing. It's a quiet day, much like the others. 3 years before this day you had no worries. No care, No guilt, No Blame, No Trust No Life. Nothing but a class room and long days of trying to fit in. Every little mistake, piling up. No Care. Move on you tell yourself. You'll do better next time. No Guilt. You did your best. No Blame. Friends come and go, like the seasons of your life changing before you get a chance to embrace it. No Trust. Your older now.. Looking back on every inch of every detail, of everything syllable you have ever sp

The Day I Died I walked down the long corridor I took my last breath. As Her cold voice Peirced my heart

I didnt understand Now I do. She doesn't love me. My undying soul lingers aimlessly As my one true love walks freely. A broken mirror reflects only the good Here my mirror no longer reflects. A swift cut. A swift cut. Memories flash through my mind As her eyes stare back. And then shes gone. I try hard not to think about it. But the pain compells me. I worry if I'll live. No. I won't. I'm only dreaming. This is all a dream. No. I won't. Nothing can make me feel more alive Then the words she speaks. Then the voice i hear when she laughs. Her cold whispers rattle my ear drums and Spark the fire inside. But now. The Fires go

It hurts. My eyes are cold. I cannot see. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It..hurts, eternal suffering. Please stop it. Please stop it. Just stop it. undo everything, start fresh. it hurts Deep wounds ever bleeding. CURE MY SOUL. please. I cannot live, I cannot die. I just wander empty. empty Empty... My eyes are white, sight is blind. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts.... O god help please. come back. never leave, I cannot hold my Tears back, come back , it hurts. I thought you were the girl i'd always Dream about. Now you let that dream go. The epitomy of myself.

Tragedy's unfolded Mistaken worries taken to the edge and then pushed. A story about 2 souls A battle of betrayel between the foes Nothing can make this feel any richer A swift cut through the under path Destroyed a cause of happiness A spy beheld in the water drowned in resemblence He only wanted it. She wanted only it. Nothing suited the life held out I'm supposed to be the strong one why do waterfalls run? The teary eyed face of a merchant. I didn't understand. Now I do. I want her heart still.

Crippled A screen pulled across our love The phone taken off the hook But noone their. your life put on hold As the bullet digging deeper trying to Find a place to reside in your heart A mistress of the dark Creeping silently up upon the masses Destroying the points of resistance Your knees are weak and you fall The gravel breaking your fall Stones splintering the skin Pleasure by what it means Flesh and bone in my own I saw it not that night Should thy run? or should I relax? A flight of the glory remains But no hope is seen My shoulders fall down I am crippled. By Sean Tardo